Would you rather me post art or poems? Basically, I have no more art to post, and I don't want to lose all the friends I've recently gained because of all the art I've been posting. In that course, I lost most of my poetic friends. And now, I have only one new drawing, still unfinished, since ZAHRA hasn't answered the request. And I have about 11 or so poems I found and organized, rewrote, etc....and want to post.

But really - would you read them? So truthfully, which would you rather have - ART or POEMS. Cuz my deviations submissions will all be poems for the next few weeks or so.

REQUESTS
- (DRAWING SHIGURE NOW, he's mostly done.....just his one arm and kimono sleeve is killing me) Do you want him shaded or colored....neither may be as good as yours, but hey, this is Corky's crappy art request she's doing. *grumble grumble grumble*
- Wants me to draw Kyo (WILL BE STARTING within the month)
- A picture along the lines of [link]
- Kyo from Fruits Basket, my style.
- Pita-ten character (prolly will do Shia or Sasha) ....but, since I'm not good with wings, who knows
- Chesire cat; Sailor Moon
- Draw his character
- Alphonse - damn metal
- My own pirate corgi
- Draw another Rin Sohma; draw Corky in Halloween outfit (100% not possible)

Besides the fact my birthday went horribly wrong, I guess in the end, it was still better than nothing. Missed the lunar eclipse (it had been the morning of my birthday, not the night of), partiers didn't come until 5:30, didn't decorate as much as I wanted, didn't get really good pictures at all, aaron couldn't stay, slept in late, didn't have a cake pan, ran out of the good icing......urm....Jahneana practically was all up on my brother (vice versa), David didn't want to come to the party, Shannon was unable to, Rachel was at college, Cassy never answered, Tina was touring the country. In the end, it was okay. I had lots of fun despite everything went wrong and not according to plan. Gives me an exra reason to hate organizing parties (though I love doing it).

and on top of that, Jessica called me AGAIN. Hm, she waited about five minutes before asking if it was true Ryan really was home. As much as I hate her for that, I still like Jessica as a friend. I guess it's just the past in me. And, so I talked as much as I could to take the topic elsewhere. And she ended up saying..........Jut................was................not getting married, had broken up with Hope (his girlfriend he had been intending to marry) because they "argued too much" She sounded like she really liked Hope, which made me mad because she never gave me a chance to be her friend in a way like that, because probably, I was Ryan's sister, therefore, only wanted when useful. I'm happy in a way. Maybe I'll go and visit again.

Me being vain, selfish, and petty - the darker side of me gloated saying they were going out for 7 months, I appear, and a few weeks later Jessica's calling and says they've broken up, and that Jut didn't want to go out with her for the moment. And I was, SCORE FOR ME. But the more sensible and realist side was understanding, even though there was doubts, and hope, maybe. More than likely not.

I'm getting quite bored that my computer connection isn't good here at Ronnie's and though I love being walking distance from work, I hate the no contact with my kitty and home. I am glad to be away from home, but at the same time I miss not having someone to scream at, my cat to snuggle and play with, and a full connection.

Here is starting to suck. On top of that, within a couple of weeks, I will be left here alone, for a week. While my uncle goes to the beach, being unable to have room or money for me. I don't mind (we already went), but......although I love the darkness. I hate the darkness, with NO ONE WITH MEEEEEEEEEEEEE! OMG, SPAAAAAZZZZZZZ SPAAAAZZZZZZ

And so ends my rant

REQUESTS
- (DRAWING SHIGURE NOW, he's mostly done.....just his one arm and kimono sleeve is killing me) Do you want him shaded or colored....neither may be as good as yours, but hey, this is Corky's crappy art request she's doing......*grumble grumble grumble* And on top of that, I lost it....DAMMMMMIT!!!!!!
- Wants me to draw Kyo (WILL BE STARTING within the month)
- A picture along the lines of [link]
- Kyo from Fruits Basket, my style.
- Pita-ten character (prolly will do Shia or Sasha) ....but, since I'm not good with wings, who knows
- Chesire cat; Sailor Moon
- Draw his character
- Alphonse - damn metal
- My own pirate corgi
- Draw another Rin Sohma; draw Corky in Halloween outfit (100% not possible)

Yes, in fact, my adoring fans - it is my birthday. And at the moment, it is....4:34AM. I am up very...........er...........early. ^^ Can't exactly be called late now of all times. I have posted a DEVID as a part of my own little gift to everyone for staying with me until now! [link] There is the link. Also, I am working on requests now. I decided that they've been sitting there too long and have looked back into what I need to draw and has been requested for ages now. I've even found a REALLY old list whilst cleaning. The wonders of cleaning.

Anyway - HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CORKY-CHAN!!!!! I'm 18 now. Depressing in a way, but moving on from that! Oh, and look for the lunar eclipse! Most people around the world should be able to see it! Around 6:30PM to around 12:30AM.

HERE is the MIGHTY TAG GAME....still fun after all these years.... Tagged by:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged.
*6. Cannot be tagged back by the people they tag.

8 random things
1. I really, really like to laugh. In my family, while watching any movie, the slightest joke makes me laugh. I find things very humorous.
2. I still watch pokemon, although the first season because I never kept up with the rest. Stopped at like....second....now it's in it's what, tenth? ahahahahaha
3. The slightest thought can provoke perversion in my mind, though I keep most of it to myself these days.
4. I like older guys more, but somehow tend to date more of the ones that are younger. Innocence over arrogance I guess.
5. I'm left handed, but do most things right-handed. I eat, write, cut left-handed, but sometimes, I will find a pen or item in my right hand unconsciously and be really surprised it's there.
6. I am a loud talker, because I get too excited and most of the times, I don't care if people can hear me arguing or whining, because it's human.
7. I am sometimes deaf to the point that, you have to look at me, have my full attention where I can see your lips moving before I hear what you've said. It comes and goes. But yet, while I can't hear people, I can hear slight noises of animals or like my cat meowing way out back when I'm in my room.
8. I have a split personality towards myself. My true personality two different kinds. Happy, smiling, laughing, joking, but....then I can snap and completely be depressed and wear myself out to exhaustion to get to sleep because my thoughts are overrun by regrets and hatred towards myself. This change in personality no one sees but me. It happens at night most times. Even when I'm happy.

HA! Now I get to Tag 8 people! I tag...:

Streamers - COURTNEY
Balloons - COURTNEY
Happy Birthday decorations - (COURTNEY)
Board games - monopoly, life, chess, checkers, life, battleship
Music - rock, techno, Japanese songs, or just 93.7
Vanilla cake with confetti inside (two cakes) - DON'T KNOW BUT WANT THIS
Chocolate chip frosting - DON'T KNOW BUT WANT THIS
Ice Cream - Neopolitan and just regular vanilla (AARON)
Soda - Sierra mist (20), mountain dew, sunkist (ALREADY BOUGHT)
Chips - Sour cream, Doritos cool ranch, barbeque (ANNA)
Plastic cups (SHANNON)
Paper plates (SHANNON)
Ask Bridget for lawn chairs and tables. (or just use a bunch of towels)
Ask Bridget for badmitton net
Hamburgers and hot dogs (TWINS)
Buns for hamburgers and hot dogs (ANNA)
Cameras (two) ????? DON'T KNOW - OMG, there will need to be CAMERA'S!!!
Carrots ??????? DON'T KNOW
Cucumbers ????? DON'T KNOW
Make sure there is ketchup, mustard, and mayonnaise in my fridge, most definitely!

I know cakes are like extremely expensive, so maybe I can find the kind I want in the store already in a box or something............. T___T OMGosh we will need this cake, the way Tina made it was just DELICIOUS. But since we have more people this time, I'll need two cakes.... Unless the family birthday cake lasts until the party.

Oh, and i started thinking about this about 5PM until.....3 AM or later, off and on.......should I invite Jut and Jessica to the party......? I think they'll turn it down, at least Jut will (he's always busy doing something) but if I mention Ryan Jessica will come. But, i think she'd come anyway, as long as she had a ride.

People Invited Thus Far
Brent, Jonathan, Jeff, Anna, Aaron, Rachel (NOT coming), Cassy (if coming), Tina (if coming), Jahneana, Shannon

REQUESTS
- Damn you Zahra!!!!!! *curses you* I will draw Ayame.....BIATCH, you put that in my Annual! I'll try Shigure too. (DRAWING SHIGURE NOW, he's mostly done.....just his one arm and kimono sleeve is killing me) Do you want him shaded or colored....neither may be as good as yours, but hey, this is Corky's crappy art regquest she's doing......*grumble grumble grumble*
- Wants me to draw Kyo (WILL BE STARTING within the week)
- A picture along the lines of [link]
- Kyo from Fruits Basket, my style.
- Pita-ten character (prolly will do Shia or Sasha) ....but, since I'm not good with wings, who knows
- Chesire cat; Sailor Moon
- Draw his character
- Alphonse - damn metal
- My own pirate corgi
- Draw another Rin Sohma; draw Corky in Halloween outfit (100% not possible)

Papa died....urm.....don't remember when now. it's been about a couple of weeks since Jessica told me. Anyway, as it turn out she called me a sunday, after he died the Monday before (almost a full week) and the funeral had been on Friday. What a total BI! I mean, if she thought I cared enough to call me and tell me he was worse and I cared enough to visit, then she might've thought 'd want to be there for the funeral!!!! i was soooo POed.

Anyway, many more poems thanks to Jut-Jut. you know, he's my inspiration. all these heartfelt, breaking, sorrowful poems - are thanks to him hurting me. So, that's the good news.

My 18th birthday - coming up on the 28th!!!!!!!! (REMEMBER THAT!!!) Will have a full moon, lunar eclipse, and I'm having a party!!!!! SO OMGOSH, people who live nearby me should just hop into my yard and say the party can now start! lmao.

Also, family had a party for me, my uncle, cousin Charlie, and Stephanie (friend of family) and I only got cards! 20 dollars like usual from Bridget and surprisingly 10 from my Great-Aunt Joanne. that's the second time she surprised me with a gift. Grams is taking me shopping for boooooooks. I'm such a nerd. XP Wait a minute, so i did get gifts from almost everyone. Just not Aunt Alisha, Marty (but that is fine with me, such a sweet old lady ^////^), and Dad.

THOSE COMING TO MY PARTY
Twins I need to know if Jon - you're bringing the hot dogs and rolls. Jeff - the hamburgers and buns
Anna - drinks and chips
And Aaron is bringing.....I've forgotten, I'll have to call. I'll try looking for other cheap stuff since my job pays absolutely nothing and i work practically once a week. (DANGITTTTTT)

Zahra, Dena, Ali, etc - do you guys want to come? (Is Dena even still here or has she gone back????)

And if anybody living nearby, wants to come - BE MY GUEST! I'm gullible and trustworthy, you could take advantage of me! Just beward the guard dogs (Yara, BG, Fawkes, and all the others) ^^ It could also be a pool party since I have a pool down the street.

REQUESTS
- Kyo from Fruits Basket, my style.
- Wants me to draw Kyo
- Pita-ten character (prolly will do Shia or Sasha) ....but, since I'm not good with wings, who knows
- Chesire cat; Sailor Moon
- Draw his character
- Alphonse - damn metal
- My own pirate corgi
- Draw another Rin Sohma; draw Corky in Halloween outfit (100% not possible)
- Birthday gift, b-day October 12. COMPLETE
- Damn you Zahra!!!!!! *curses you* I will draw Ayame.....BIATCH, you put that in my Annual! I'll try Shigure too, when I find that funny ass pic of him
- A picture along the lines of [link]
- Birthday gift for Feb. 21, 2007 (she's getting old) bwuahaha! Cute monkey COMPLETE