>w< ~

Yeah, I had a few neopets names myself that I lost the passwords to....the problem was that neopets had borked and changed my password and email.

Eh, I just haven't had the best of luck in life lately. xD But i'm sure things'll look up eventually.

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Ride ze shoopuf?
SHOOPUF'S WAITING!

Haha, they should just give it to you for free. You deserve is, but I suppose there are some good things about no computer, ne? Like ... you can do all your homework...unless if you do something else like watch t.v. -shrugs- xD

-hugs-

Hey Its David!!! Ibe been waiting for you to come back!
I miss you! Lol
Dun think you remember me though
But I donyt read journals often I just so happend to see this so, Hai again! xD

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Think Positive.-
And Smile-

>> ehhhhehehehe.....heh...heh heh. Well, *coughs* I guess playing fable 2 rather than studying for final tests and final exams isn't helping much, with or without computer. if I do have it available I watch Mermaid Melody Pichi Pichi Pitch. If not, Fable 2. I AM SO ADDICTED! I've had to restrict and busy myself to not play it.

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Corky: Don't worry, I'll catch you *holds arms up*
Anna: *climbing tree*O yeah, like you could.
Corky: I'm telling you,*butterfly flits by, eyes follow*oh, look, a butterfly.
Anna: WTFH?! You were going to catch me! Do not tell me you just walked away!

^.^ I lost my original neopets name and pets. wah. I was so sad.

Is life looking up for you?????

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Corky: Don't worry, I'll catch you *holds arms up*
Anna: *climbing tree*O yeah, like you could.
Corky: I'm telling you,*butterfly flits by, eyes follow*oh, look, a butterfly.
Anna: WTFH?! You were going to catch me! Do not tell me you just walked away!

Companies? I dunno about that. That'd be my Dad. I JUST DON'T KNOW! I HAVE TO SUFFERE SUCH SETBACKS!!!!!

*face rubbing face rubbing face rubbing* YAY!!!!

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Corky: Don't worry, I'll catch you *holds arms up*
Anna: *climbing tree*O yeah, like you could.
Corky: I'm telling you,*butterfly flits by, eyes follow*oh, look, a butterfly.
Anna: WTFH?! You were going to catch me! Do not tell me you just walked away!

unfortunately, it's kind of depressing for me, lately. xD it might just be my seasonal depression acting up, but I remember I was happy with life last year around this time.

damnit..ToT...how'd you find happiness? XD

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Ride ze shoopuf?
SHOOPUF'S WAITING!

I remember you of course. >.< I remember all of my friends on dA!!!!! I don't read journals too often, but more often than I used to because I understand being too busy to draw as your life drags on and responsibilities take you away from what you really love.

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Corky: Don't worry, I'll catch you *holds arms up*
Anna: *climbing tree*O yeah, like you could.
Corky: I'm telling you,*butterfly flits by, eyes follow*oh, look, a butterfly.
Anna: WTFH?! You were going to catch me! Do not tell me you just walked away!

Well, let me tell you a dirty little secret. Internally, I am forced to convey happiness. Expressionally outwards, I continually smile because there is no other way. No matter how much pain and sadness I feel, just feeling bad ruins my mood and I can't stand it. I have to smile, otherwise I would crumble to pieces. I continually think in dreams of anime-style, always returning to what once wa in my past, what could be, how I could have it, how I could still return to those I want and miss, but instead, I force myself another way. I force myself to keep going. I love thanksgiving and christmas, but no matter how happy I look and how happy I truly am, it is sometimes forced as my mind returns to where I truly found happiness. Life will always be about regrets, but, I won't go about it all sad and moping because other lives will be ruined because of it. I am naturally a happy-go-lucky person, I smile and laugh because it is something I enjoy and embrace with all my heart. I find happiness by giving it out to others and in turn I find out that by making others laugh and being with my friends or talking to them or listening or explaining life to others and whatever else, will always create a smile on someone's face. Just grin and bare it. Like Tohru Honda, except a lot smarter. ahahahaha. Less of a people pleaser, more of a attitude and sarcastic, but you find happiness by accepting how everything is and going with the flow. You'll always have moments you break down and cry, but you'll be stronger. I don't like crying, so it takes a lot to make me actually cry. I'll sniffle, I'll pull my hair and bury my face as I crouch as close together to myself, but I'll force it back, and stop the rising tears, continue with what I'm doing. You basically create your own happiness. Life will always be shitty in some way or another, but I'm sure you can look up.

What's going on in your life or went on? Love or family or friends? I'm sure by talking it out, or dragging someone along to a mall or movie, or just plain fun at your own house together can keep your mind off it for a little while. Search out and find a new anime to watch, I've found Mermaid Melody Pichi Pichi Pitch, addicted to the story-line and a lot of the songs they sing. I really love Rina's solo and Sara's song.

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Corky: Don't worry, I'll catch you *holds arms up*
Anna: *climbing tree*O yeah, like you could.
Corky: I'm telling you,*butterfly flits by, eyes follow*oh, look, a butterfly.
Anna: WTFH?! You were going to catch me! Do not tell me you just walked away!

ah, i've heard that from a few people... they seem like they haven't actually experienced that kind of pain you have, though. I might try that out, if my stupid brain doesn't get in the way.

It's a little bit of all three, actually. Or lack of them, rather. xD

And yeah, I could use a nice trip out. a vacation. now to nag someone to actually take me, because people keep telling me to...*_*;

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Ride ze shoopuf?
SHOOPUF'S WAITING!